Diary
Friday, August 31, 2012
I feel lost. A road with no lights ahead.
Who can pull me out and show me the light of road?
I wish someone could.
`tomato squahed @
11:21 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
`tomato squahed @
12:26 PM
Friday, August 24, 2012
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean i am weak. It only means that i am strong enough to let go.
`tomato squahed @
6:46 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
分手第二十天 云：
有些日子没联络了，不知最近你还好吗？
你曾经说过woman的直觉很准，但我可以跟你说，男人的直觉更准。
总有一天，你会了解的。
该劝也劝了，该讲也讲了。给你的忠告，你不接受也没办法。
真希望你能冷静地思考与判断。
不知Rainbow还好吗？ 想它了。。。
`tomato squahed @
3:50 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
八月十五日 六点五十三分
分手第十三天 晴：
你尽然还会和我讲话，我真的是超开心！
还以为忠心的劝告惹你生气了。
有时我在想，你真的只是一时喜欢，还是真的爱上他呢？
虽然现在我只是当你是朋友，但无法否认那心底里，还是期待你会有一天跟我说，你心里还有我。然后很想对你说，让我们再爱一次好吗？
但无论如何，看到你真的开心，那就够了。我了解了，爱一个人不一定要拥有。
`tomato squahed @
4:02 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2012
八月十三日 七点零五分
分手第十一天 晴：
我努力、尽力地去帮你了，却无法让你看见那混蛋的一切。
他真的是个不简单的人，你以后一定会吃亏的。
我是爱你，才想保护你，不要让你受到伤害阿。
嗨，真是一言难尽。。。 如果你肯心平气和地听我，cheong 和 karen 的话， 那你就不会这么想了。。。
`tomato squahed @
4:10 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2012
八月十一日 七点三十五分
分手第九天 晴：
原本只是回办公室拿些东西，过后不知不觉得驾道你家了。
那条既熟悉、又陌生的路，好让人怀念。
不知几时，还能再载你呢。。。
`tomato squahed @
12:20 AM
Friday, August 10, 2012
八月十一日 七点三十五分
分手第九天 晴：
原本要去学校打球的，但是忽然接到讯息学校的训练取消了！
嗨！ 得等到晚上才有节目。 闷阿。。。
我在想，她这个时间在家睡觉吗？
这时候我一直在想；天有意，人无情，近在迟尺难相聚！
`tomato squahed @
5:00 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
`tomato squahed @
4:52 PM
`tomato squahed @
4:10 PM
八月九日 十二点三十六分
分手第七天 云：
我只想知道你好不好。 是否打从心底的快乐吗？
千万不要因为想逃避或尝试忘记我而找另一个人。
或许你还不知道自己要什么吧。 不过无论如何，我真的很希望你能想清楚。。。
`tomato squahed @
9:35 AM
Monday, August 06, 2012
It's 07/08/12 5.40am. Insomnia.
`tomato squahed @
2:40 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2012
Totally Can't slp. I tried, but reali can't.
U keep running on my mind.
How I wish u can turn back to me.
I'm willing to give up anything for u.. ANYTHING.
`tomato squahed @
5:05 PM
我想，如果这时刻你也在这里陪我和Rainbow玩那该多好啊。。。
`tomato squahed @
12:17 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2012
Last time I used to call u whenever I feel, now I am staring ur no. And afraid to dial it. Y did it bcome like this? I hate this feeling. So many regrets, so many things that I wana do wif u but didn't. So many things that I promised u but hav not done it.
`tomato squahed @
3:34 AM
Friday, August 03, 2012
`tomato squahed @
3:21 AM
很希望你看到我流着泪写的那封信，然后打给我说，＂让我们重新开始，在爱一次！＂
我想，这是我这辈子最想要的礼物。。。
`tomato squahed @
12:37 AM
Thursday, August 02, 2012
Read this post today.. dated 03/08/12..
Why girls Cry
if a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of ur life.
If you let her go, she couldnt go back to
being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the
most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys, if a gal cries bcos of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
cos she's the one who is willing to stay
with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a gal cries bcos of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcos of your decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you,
When she cry bcos of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And bcos of you?
She cries not bcos she is weak,
She cries not bcos she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have bcome too big a
burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wad you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Cos one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry".
Baby, I'm reali sorry that i had made u cried so many times.. i truely regretted that i didnt treat u well enough. I know i can do better. I know.
Perhaps the note above can also b "Why Guys Cry..."
`tomato squahed @
9:22 PM
`tomato squahed @
9:03 AM
真好笑，居然第一次害怕回家，害怕回家你跟我说分手。
`tomato squahed @
7:11 AM
U once told me that as long as we love each other,
We can make a future.
Now, u say we dun..
Deeply, sadly..
An undiscrible sadness..
`tomato squahed @
6:59 AM
Profile
[ M E - Shimmering ]
Name : Nson Ho Zhong Ting
Horoscope : Aries
First Cry : 8th April 1986
Home : Taman Jurong & Ghim Moh
Frenster : View
Email : nsonho@hotmail.com
[ H O B B I E S ]
Indoor :
-Online- -Music- -Movies & Animae & Love Flash- -Comics-!
Ball Games :
-Badminton- -Table Tennis- -Soccer- -Basketball-
-Squash- -Tennis- -Pool- -Billard- -Bowling-
Chess Games :
-Chinese Chess!- -Otello- -English Chess-
Wish List...
1) New Desktop
2) Watch
3) A Nice New Non-Camera Phone
4) 4 Leaf Accessories
5) 4 Leaf Part 1 (Fencing) & 2 (Volleyball) VCDs
6) Whole set of Celestial Zone 1 & 2 & 3 Comics !
7) Everyone's Happy & Healthy
8) More Time. More Money. (Haha)
